to you from me

To you,

My god. It's like I hate you so much for what you've made me become; some fool who puts her hopes up only to have them come crashing back down to earth. But then I try to let you go and something keeps me hanging on. It's like there's an invisible rope tying me to you. It's like I can't live without you, no matter how hard I try. You make me happy, but then again you make me so sad. It's like a never-ending circle and I just wanna stop cause this is killing me. Please let me let you go. I can't keep doing this, it hurts too much. I can't stand this anymore, I swear if this keeps going on one day I will just break down. And if that happens I'm not sure that I can be put back together again. I'm hoping for the best, and looking back at all the pain you've put me through, I don't think you're the best for me.

So I guess this is, Goodbye?

from; Me.